Monday 18 March 2024

EDMONTON EXISTENTIAL


Coming Up


A flip gets switched. It happens over the day of a few courses. The subtles are sign.


The transformation always commences in the staging area off the kitchen by the back door. The knee-high snow boots vanish, their uppers stuffed with my Montreal Canadiens toque, my black fleece neck warmer and my snot-encrusted mitts. My outdoor work coat, Coca-Cola branded swag from a lifetime ago and which I’m not (and understandably so) permitted to wear beyond the property line of the Crooked 9, finds its summer hanger downstairs in the laundry room.


Up from the depths come Ann’s rubber gardening sabots – the two pairs come in two colours: yellow and red. This is the time of year when Ann can walk the line, actively plan her gardens rather than sketching them on January graph paper or strolling them in her February imagination before she falls asleep, no need to count sheep. Her concerns this year are our June travel plans and yet another season of drought with municipal and provincial water restrictions looming. The going’s getting weird; the wildfire season is already underway. We don’t care if the lawn is parched, but the established stuff, the trees (our lovely birches – two of the last few in the city), the shrubs, the perennials require a wet custodian with an unkinked garden hose. Perhaps the showier annuals, usually proud in their patio and porch pots, will remain unpurchased, wilted greenhouse inventory.


Spring. Possibly. Maybe. Very likely. I’ve put two of three shovels away, but I haven’t pulled out the rakes yet. Experience tells me I’m acting too hastily and maybe Ann and I are tempting fate by wondering about the near future. But, this time of year, God, we are compelled to stretch our spines and square our shoulders. If you’ve ever seen the Rolling Stones perform, watched a concert video or listened to a live album, you know Mick Jagger unfailingly asks you a deeply personal question: “Are you feeling good?” Yes, Mick. “Well, all right!”


My unofficial spring anthem is “Fishin’ in the Dark” by the Nitty Gritty Dirt Band. Ann knows all the words and unlike me she can carry a tune. Though “Love is not love which alters when it alteration finds” I only played it four times in a row because one person’s giddy happiness may trigger a domestic incident. Now, “Fishin’ in the Dark” might be a little hillbilly, but at least it’s not a wretched sugary confection from fuckin’ ABBA and their avatars.


I feel good. Better than James Brown. I dropped the pen the other day on the second draft of a new work of fiction. It’s halfway toward completion now, the distant goal, somewhere around N between A and Z; 22 months of work to date. The December vinyl release of The Muster Point Project’s 5 KG EP for which I wrote the lyrics received positive notices and continues to benefit from radio airplay. Selling better than my books, apparently. All of this upbeat stuff is necessarily tempered by my wariness of the ides of March – which can be brutal.


There’s no portal to the afterlife. Fact is, it’s impossible for Him to let me in because there’s nowhere to go – should there be 1000 harps in Heaven, I hope Little Walter and Junior Wells are playing them. Still, these past few days, I must confess to a few “come to Jesus” moments.


I was outside on the front porch, early afternoon, basking in the spring sunshine, enjoying a cigarette, trying to bloom like some kind of Buddhist lotus. I imagined I could hear the snow seeping in to the earth. I imagined I could see its surface evaporating in the yellow heat. This time last year, the 300 Club jungle telegraph was alive. Membership in this Gang of Six is granted solely by friendships and constant, if intermittent, contact going back 50 years or more. We were talking about a proper reunion in Palm Springs, a full quorum since I can’t remember when. Ann said to me: “If you don’t do it now, the next time may be a funeral. You’ll be one down.” Somehow, it happened, came together. That trip’s first anniversary is coming up. Its countdown has been reduced to days. My God, I’m still trying to shake the desert sand from my shoes; I just got back to Edmonton last weekend. 


“Those romantic young boys …” Later that same day’s night I was home alone swirling around in the YouTube vortex. I came across live, hi-def footage shot at the beginning of this month: Bruce Springsteen guesting on stage with John Mellencamp for a duet of “Pink Houses”. I thought, “Oh, man, if this had been broadcast maybe forty years ago on The Midnight Special or that PBS music show In Concert, my joy would’ve been transcendental.” And network television in those days, when both rockers were in their primes, one and done. I watched the YouTube clip three times. As I sat in front of the computer monitor, I thought, “Man, they’re getting on.” Mellencamp especially, pasty and doughy, like a too-long-retired elite athlete or maybe Alec Baldwin yesterday. Me? I haven’t changed a bit since, I don’t know, 1984.


An envelope arrived in the post the next day. Something from Service Canada addressed to me. I jogged its contents before slitting its top with a letter opener. Canada Pension Plan registration forms sprang out. I thought, “Surely, this can’t be.” Because it’s tax season, I was able to bring the matter up during a meeting with our accountant. Should I receive CPP now or defer the benefit for a nominally larger monthly sum some five years hence? He said, “You’ve made the contributions. You can’t know how much time you have left. I suggest taking it now and enjoying it while you can.” I said, “Cigarette money.” He laughed: “There you go.”


Dispatches from the Crooked 9 has been your most unreliable, unbalanced and inaccurate alternative source of everything since 2013. My companion site www.megeoff.com is awake and alive. Watch and listen to some of the songs I co-wrote with The Muster Point Project or buy 5 KG, the complete EP. Of course, you can still purchase my latest book Of Course You Did in your preferred format from your preferred e-retailer.

Monday 4 March 2024

A FAN’S NOTES


Brian Mulroney (1939-2024)


The death of a public figure who’s had an impact on my life, however remotely or intimately, usually precipitates a pause for reflection, at least for a moment or two. And those fleeting thoughts can encapsulate years. That – me and everything I was experiencing at the time – is always then, which is where it will always remain. Even if I was holding hands with Eddie Money or listening to his greatest hits, I can’t go back, I know, even if I’m feeling so much older. As a rule, recently deceased Canadian politicians rarely jiggle that particular VU meter needle.


“I voted for him.” Not reluctantly, but perhaps out of character. “Me too.” 


This was the consensus on the 300 Club (five guys and me who’ve been friends since Methuselah smoked his first cigarette) instant messaging thread upon digesting the news last Thursday of the death of Brian Mulroney who served two terms as Canada’s 18th prime minister (1984-1993). I was two years out of university with an arts undergraduate degree and holding down a job I hated when Mulroney took power. I harboured no utopian illusions about real life. It wasn’t some sort of anti-social justice crime to vote “capital C” conservative back then. There wasn’t a whole lot of difference between the Liberal and Progressive Conservative parties. Canadian Tories were more pragmatic and more flexible than Reaganites and Thatcherites. Social issues weren’t on the table; Mulroney was all about growing a middling country’s middling economy. I wanted a better shot at making a decent living – as much as that depended on my own initiative and not the government’s. Still, things, all kinds of things, are easier to look after in a healthy, robust economy.


Reciprocity – free trade between Canada and the United States – was a liberal and Liberal goal dating back to Prime Minister Sir Wilfred Laurier, who declared the 20th century would belong to Canada. Things didn’t start shaking down that way until Mulroney flipped his party’s platform, forcing the liberal and Liberal establishment to repudiate its fundamental principle. It’s telling and damning that the legacy of our current prime minister, Liberal Justin Trudeau, will likely be the preservation of the deal Mulroney cut with the States and Mexico some forty years ago.


Mulroney also introduced the federal goods and services tax (GST). Nowadays that legislation would be described as a CLM, a career limiting move, albeit a courageous one. The GST is a fact of Canadian life now. At the time of its introduction, it replaced a hidden and regressive manufacturing tax which had to go if Canada was to be competitive as an international trader. Wealth creation across all strata of society is a noble goal, neither evil nor nefarious. 


Since Canada was essentially granted sovereignty from the will of the British parliament with the Statute of Westminster in 1931, we’ve rarely punched above our weight in international affairs. Future prime minister Lester B. Pearson was awarded a Nobel Peace Prize because he was instrumental in the formation of the League of Nations. Prime Minister Jean Chretien refused to chip in to the Second Gulf War, pile on. Mulroney led the Commonwealth and the States in imposing severe sanctions (they used to work back then) on South Africa’s apartheid regime, paving the way for Nelson Mandela’s presidency. It’s still a bit of a head-shaker, a Conservative prime minister in tune with rockers like Little Steven, U2, Midnight Oil and Simple Minds. But his was the type of firm, modestly substantial voice that elucidated Canadian values, instilling a sort of soft pride in country that contrasted sharply with discontented disciple Stephen Harper’s (by this time the Progressive Conservative Party had devolved in to the Conservative Party of Canada following its amalgamation with the fringe Reform Party) government’s dog whistle, nationalistic spin on that glorious stalemate, 53 years before Confederation, the War of 1812. Action trumps revisionism; patriotism is not a propaganda product where I’m from.


Mulroney, like Chretien, always played up his less than modest rural Quebec roots. Friday’s and Saturday’s newspaper stories about him, whatever the section, emphasized his wit and charm. I’ve always imagined him as a Mordecai Richler character, striving from the sticks for the best house in Montreal. He got that mansion on the hill. Despite serving as part of the Cliche Commission, tasked to investigate corruption in Quebec’s construction industry (the Mafia pours deep sidewalks using low grade cement), while still a labour lawyer, whispers of his being on the take tended to follow him around in his political life. The tired rumours spumed in 2007 with the culmination of the Airbus affair. Mulroney allowed accepting $225,000 (possibly $300,000 – the amount is disputed by the lobbyist) in cash, stuffed in envelopes, was “a serious error in judgment” on his part. Not a crime, mind, just business.      


Dispatches from the Crooked 9 has been your most unreliable, unbalanced and inaccurate alternative source of everything since 2013. My companion site www.megeoff.com is awake and alive. Watch and listen to some of the songs I co-wrote with The Muster Point Project or buy 5 KG, the complete EP. Of course, you can still purchase my latest book Of Course You Did in your preferred format from your preferred e-retailer.

Saturday 17 February 2024

A LONG WAY FROM MANY PLACES


Codes


One of the carousels in the baggage collection area of Calgary’s international airport revolves around a diorama depicting a pack of velociraptors shredding suitcases and their contents. It never failed to make me smile. I was always reminded of the old Samsonite television commercial which cast gorillas as airline baggage handlers. Luggage takes a beating.


Before the pandemic hit Ann and I always flew with minimal carry-on. Our go-to was a maroon canvas shoulder bag which fit our books, the sandwiches we’d made the night before and incidental sundries. The sports bags we checked weren’t much larger, but neither one of us had the stomach to fight for overhead bin space. Who needs High Noon on a narrow cabin aisle – and, my God, what some people drag aboard: ratdogs on ropes. My delusional rationale was that our soft sports bags would be the last ones laded into the cargo bay and ergo, the first ones off.


I’ve always maintained a fee should be charged for carry-on and checked baggage should be gratis. Boarding a narrow tube missing a few critical bolts unencumbered sure would speed up the herding process. I suspect that day will come – or at least the additional charge segment, be it morning, afternoon or night; there will be no happy hour.


Ann and I have changed our air travel habits post-pandemic. We are strictly carry-on only minimalists. Not because we’re avoiding the checked bag cash grab, but because our perception is that our checked bags and our destination are analogous to a fool and his money: parted like a Gillette “dry look” haircut.


Luggage is expensive. But provided you’re not forced to buy it in an airport, you should never have to pay full freight (let alone a premium). Ann and I recently booked late spring return flights to Amsterdam. We intend to ride the rails through the Low Countries and perhaps even venture into parts of France or Germany (Note to self: don’t mention the war). We agreed our carry-on totes required an upgrade. We needed sleeker, lighter, sturdier bags, more forgiving of sidewalks, curbs and escalators. So, we got a bargain on a couple of Samsonites, one burgundy one and one navy one. We were all set, but …


As we pulled our bags from their boxes (very different from squaring a circle), my imagination embraced the Temptations, running away with me: Ann and I had purchased a pair of MacGuffins; the three-digit combination locks by the latches tripped my love of intrigue. A MacGuffin is a thriller device, a plot driver. It could be anything although I always picture it as a briefcase, suitcase or gym bag. The reader or viewer need never know its contents; all that matters is that most every character in the story wants it desperately and will torture and kill for it. The classic stories involve an innocent protagonist, a guileless hero who somehow and inadvertently becomes involved in some very nasty business. The literary masters are Eric Ambler and Graham Greene. In film, the profile of Alfred Hitchcock shades everything backward and forward.


I began to consider three-digit sequences I hoped I could remember without having to write them down because, well, nobody locks the combination number inside the safe. Phone numbers before the introduction of local area codes might do. I can still recite a couple of primary exchange groupings from my days growing up in Montreal, 739 and 288. There is the Crooked 9’s landline of course, though Ann’s cell number is written on a folded piece of paper in my wallet because I always transpose two digits but never the same pair. The only other number I know by heart is my friend Stats Guy’s, he of the Tuesday Night Beer Club, because I’ve been telephoning him for more than thirty years and he has remained as stationary as a parking meter - I had to look it up in my address book the other day, drew a complete blank – luckily, I remembered his real name. Then the easy rhyming nines began playing in my head, telephone number songs: “Beechwood 4-5789” (Marvelettes), “634-5789” (Wilson Pickett) and “867-5309/Jenny” (Tommy Tutone). I cannot remember AC/DC’s “Dirty Deeds Done Dirt Cheap” number. 46201 is an Indianapolis zip code in Burton Cummings’s lovely “Sour Suite”, but I forever confuse it with the Spiegel Catalog’s Chicago 60609. Spiegel was a Truth or Consequences prize sponsor; there wasn’t much on television after school in the late sixties and early seventies, a two-channel, black and white universe.


For simplicity’s sake and because my doddering days aren’t too far up the road, I narrowed the field to four songs with three digits in their titles. The first one I thought of (naturally) was “Flight 505” by the Stones, from Aftermath – the first of the five or six nearly flawless albums in their catalogue. I ain’t superstitious, but the trouble with airline flight numbers is that when they make the news it’s because said flight did not touchdown intact. Sort of what SpaceX might gloss over as “rapid unscheduled disassembly.”


“One After 909” is a throwaway on Let It Be (do I even have to type their name?). I can imagine Ann and I at the kitchen counter discussing the merit of this selection:


“909. We’ll both remember that one, right? It’s in the title.”


“So is 910.”


“But, 909 is spelled out in digits only.”


“Yes, but if you do the arithmetic, you get 910. Not your strong point, I know. So, which one?”


“There’s no need to overly complicate this. Shall we move on to The Who?”


Pete Townshend’s writing returns to the same theme again and again, the nature of tribes (“Uniforms Corp d’esprit”). You can opt in like the disciples at the holiday camp in the parable of Tommy or opt out like the migrants going mobile through the wasteland in Lifehouse (released unrealized as Who’s Next and now known as Life House). Quadrophenia was much more down to earth, a story about teen gangs and their costumes and kit in post-war Britain, the mods and the rockers. Like Kinks music before they embarked on their American stadium era beginning with the release of Sleepwalker, Quadrophenia is veddy, veddy British. Very niche, an excessively loud addendum to the rousing Angry Young Movement in British literature, although maybe more new journalism than fiction: compare Ken Russell’s bombastic Tommy movie to Quadrophenia, one of those fantastic, low budget films cloaked in anonymity (Sting’s minor role as Ace Face aside) we’ve come to expect from British filmmakers. Suffice to say, “5:15”, recounting a stream-of-consciousness amphetamine-hyped train ride to join the rioting on the beach under the Brighton’s famous pier in the spring of 1964, rocks like a bastard son’s testosterone.


Mother was an incubator and father was the contents/of a test tube in an icebox/in the factory of birth. “905” is the titular, fully grown, fully thawed hatchling in John Entwistle’s impossibly catchy, dys(co)topian sci-fi contribution to Who Are You. “The Ox” was writing about cloning, the AI of its day. Writers are of their time and it’s a fraught exercise to impose contemporary interpretations and mores on old words, but some forty years on, I can’t help but to hear a chatbot’s existential lament: Every sentence in my head/someone else has said/and the end of my life is an open door.


Ann and I will eventually arrive at some mutually acceptable code for our new carry-ons. I know this. And I know too if I’m asked to open our suitcases at a security check, I’m going to freeze because I’ve forgotten three simple digits. Those youthful popinjays in their uniforms with their epaulettes, flag badges and emblems will have to wait while I run the numbers from an old reel, the mixtape in my ever softening head.   


Dispatches from the Crooked 9 has been your most unreliable, unbalanced and inaccurate alternative source of everything since 2013. My companion site www.megeoff.com is awake and alive. Watch and listen to some of the songs I co-wrote with The Muster Point Project or buy 5 KG, the complete EP. Of course, you can still purchase my latest book Of Course You Did in your preferred format from your preferred e-retailer.

Sunday 11 February 2024

SAINTS PRESERVE US


Mysteries to Me


I’m not an officially recognized behavioural psychologist. I’ve no certificates, diplomas nor any other papers of frameable importance. While working in retail and advertising I actively manipulated human behaviour. As a scribbler I observe human behaviour; make notes, take what I need. Ergo, ipso facto, in vino veritas, I consider myself highly qualified to be utterly confounded by recent events in Alberta. Man, I can’t make it up anymore, let alone embellish it (I understand Harvard University is headhunting a new president? I digress).


Here's an example. CKUA is an Alberta public radio station whose existence predates the creation of the Canadian Broadcasting Corporation by five years or so. Its programming ranges from fantastic to annoying. Such is the nature of a traditional medium. It is donor supported. Engaged listeners can “subscribe” with monthly donations, kick in to the station’s two annual fundraising events or just give what they can when they can. Any donation in excess of $10 warrants an income tax receipt. A significant portion of any donation to a registered charity is tax deductible, but it’s math and I’m vague on the subject. Still, donate $100 to CKUA and maybe half is applied toward what you owe the government come tax time, or maybe even increases your refund. Everybody wins.


Lately CKUA has been staging 50/50 raffles, a popular method of fundraising. The ticket seller keeps half the jackpot and the winning ticket holder gets the other. It’s a game, a lottery, a form gambling. The odds of winning, which vary slightly depending on the number of tickets sold and the number you bought, aren’t good. But the hook is it could happen. It really could happen to you. The more you spend the more you get to play. It won’t, but it could. Really (When I was in Joshua Tree National Park last May I spritzed myself with Axe perfume and waited by the side of the highway under the big hot sun for the convertible muscle car crammed with supermodels, beer and cigarettes to approach out of the shimmering desert heat, pull over and offer me a ride. It didn’t happen, but it could’ve. I digress). It makes more financial sense to donate money to CKUA instead of buying their raffle tickets. Just does. Alas, dreams can’t come true as a modest entry on a tax form schedule.


The final week of January which lingered for a fortnight zapped the Capital Region, Edmonton and environs, with record low temperatures. People of a certain age didn’t have to bother converting Celsius to Fahrenheit. The electrical grid felt the strain because one generating station was offline for scheduled maintenance. Alternative and sustainable power sources were unreliable: wind turbines don’t rotate when they’re frozen solid and solar panels are useless in the freezing dark. This unnerving news was quickly followed by emergency water restrictions come February. A filtration plant went offline for unscheduled maintenance. The utility in both cases asked Albertans to change their usage habits, their behaviour, so as to prevent catastrophe. The people pitched in, they complied.


These are the same people who believe that suggested public health measures such as vaccinations are an affront to personal liberty, the God-given right (albeit a human construct) to “body autonomy.” Vaccines are prophylactics. Jabs go a long way in stymieing the transmission of pathogens which can disfigure, cripple or kill you and those you sneeze at. The uptake in this province is low. With the onset of winter Alberta Health Services prepared its annual public service campaign, simply reminding citizens to get their shots. The United Conservative (UCP) government’s ministry of health dialed back the message for something more innocuous: nothing, silence, omerta. The butchered creative may’ve been posted on Facebook for maybe an hour.


Mumps, measles, polio, chicken pox, influenza, pneumonia, covid variants and fuck knows what else are other people’s raffle tickets. In a sense, this form of self-harm or neglect, has become something of a right-wing partisan, ideological affirmation UCP policy; an article of faith, similar to Jesus drying the supper dishes in my house. Overwhelmed hospital emergency rooms have become cuckoo nests, there are lunatics on gurneys in the corridors. Alberta’s health care system is the same as its criminal justice system, best not to be involved. Premier Danielle Smith, the Banshee of Invermectin, panders to her populist base by espousing non-scientific alternative therapies. She’s even mused about enshrining the right to be infected in Alberta’s Human Rights Act although it has proved tricky deciding which disease is a scourge and which is a privilege.


Body autonomy is not a universal principle in Alberta. It does not apply to all. Since the UCP government was reelected last May, it has floated some radically counter-intuitive policies conveniently omitted from its campaign platform. Plans for a potential Alberta Pension Plan surprised everybody. Proposed legislation intended to suppress the rights and privileges of sexual minorities in the province’s K-12 school system was next.


Gender identity politics is a minefield in the culture wars that taint contemporary civics. Growing up is hard enough without being dragged in to that mire, especially when you have no say on election day. Anatomy and faith mix like electricity and water. I can’t imagine what it must be like standing in front of the bathroom mirror and wondering if somehow a mistake was made in the cosmic nursery or whether it’s meant to be. Sometimes kids need someone else to talk to; a caring, objective adult, an expert or teacher – not mom or dad, not a religious figure - outside of their homes. And those conversations demand the confidentially of a journalist protecting her source or a lawyer acting on behalf of her client. In the UCP world, body autonomy is only superseded by imagined “parental rights” which pretty much align with the beliefs of parents who refuse to vaccinate their children or themselves.


Nothing makes sense to me in Alberta. And I should know better than to buy raffle tickets.


Dispatches from the Crooked 9 has been your most unreliable, unbalanced and inaccurate alternative source of everything since 2013. My companion site www.megeoff.com is awake and alive. Watch and listen to some of the songs I co-wrote with The Muster Point Project or buy 5 KG, the complete EP. Of course, you can still purchase my latest book Of Course You Did in your preferred format from your preferred e-retailer.